TO GET MY POINT ACROSS I’ll try to say this in the clearest even if vulgar terms. Anyone who tells you they know absolutely what is best for you to do now is totally full of shit.
Right now your inner life is your only guide and you are in there with yourself. In fact do I have the right to say even that much?
Nobody has all the answers, mainly because nobody is you but you. For the moment I’m going to go with the quantum parallel universe doohickey and say there’s probably nothing to worry about since all possibilities are either true or will be. On the other hand for argument’s sake let’s say doors are opening and none of it is written yet.
For the fun of it let’s go with the write-your-own-ticket theory. Maybe if you believe that if you think beautiful, positive thoughts and imagine beautiful, possible pictures of the future, that is the future you will create for yourself and those around you. “Well, Shucks, “you think, that’s exactly what I’m going to do.” And, God willing, maybe that will happen.
Uh-oh. I had to go and bring God into it. Fact is, there are other forces operating. For one thing I forgot that the past creates the present – you know, the old Karma business. So the future, despite any candy wrapped kisses I pack in my suitcase of dreams, I have to see what my present is like based on the past choices I made. Only then can I move more smoothly through the present I am living to a nice, sweet, candy-wrapped future.
Let’s say, you love your work you love your people around you, you love your family, except for a few nail biting cliffhangers you love your life.
And all of a sudden it dawns on you that if you don’t make changes now they’re liable to be made for you.
“If I love everything so much, why do I have to change?”
Because that is the wonderful and horrible thing about being in a physical body on the physical Earth, on this physical plane. Nothing remains stable in an ephemeral wisp of a world. So we better hope that all the parallel dimensions we are not in control of will go along with our choices right now. Cause this is all we got.
Right now Quantum shmantum.
You have options, restrictions, dreams and responsibilities up the wazoo.
Should you marry again? Should you move to Costa Rica? Chemo or no chemo? Should you quit the friggin job and tell that prick where to shove it and finally take your act to Broadway?
Well, Honey, welcome to the hanging-by-the-thread club.
Don’t you wish you were one of the deniers who pay no attention to the bus they are riding on 10,000 feet above sea level on a one-way dirt road in the rain has suddenly from around the bend a goddamned horn is honking?
At those moments you don’t depend on the quantum parallel universe dimensions. You’re in the here and the now and you’ve got to make some mighty crucial choices, mighty quickly – with some spectacular or grievous consequences.
I’m not afraid to say it.
Sometimes you think if you could just die to relieve the pain… But you know enough to know that the state you die in will be the state you lie in, so no thanks. You got to choose life and ride the bus around the corner and live to tell about the adventure later.
Even if it is a choice you have to make without knowing the outcome, it ends up being worth it. Faith.
It takes faith that you may totally not think you have right now, because, well, to be honest, how they say, half the time you’re feeling pretty off the damned wall.
Not all the time, mind you. When people are around, you conduct yourself as if you were in your right mind. It’s when you get off by yourself that the apes start swinging off the trees in your head, and you get tempted to forget about all the wonderful adventures that lie before you if you can keep the faith, without screwing up the works by imagining the pain you could face up ahead.
So here are a few suggestions to help you keep the faith during this most odd transit of Chiron on until February 15, 2019.
Four. Turning up the music and dancing your way through it
Five. Re-read or get for the first time my message Chiron in Pisces offered on michaellutin.com at the beginning of this transit in 2011 and see how you’ve been able to grow toward greater maturity and wisdom.
Six. Book some sessions with me and we work it out together. firstname.lastname@example.org 212-529-6464