Why keep going on and on about “May all beings be happy”,
when deep down your guts are churning, you’re on edge, exhausted and frustrated, and have even felt anger or hatred for people and things you normally love?
This moment seems to be presenting a deeply personal test of faith, patience, endurance, and compassion.
But, yeah, why keep It up when you’re just about fed up with all of it and are probably likely to get totally screwed anyway in spite of all your good will and faith?
Gee, I don’t know.
Just doing it, I guess