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No matter what time you wake up, the darling, little monster is right there.
« Can’t sleep, Hon? »
It whispers sweetly. « Me neither «
As if the two of you are in total sync And have been living together since forever.
It seems pretty real. . And even if your real life sweetheart is sleeping close to you in the bed, it helps, but sometimes even your wedding band seems to be cutting off the circulation in your finger.
Or 1,000,001 other notions go zinging through your head. Or I should say trying to get into your head and turn you inside out and upside down.

But it’s actually just a manifestation of Jupiter Saturn and Pluto rising with the Sun

That’s the moment to turn the light on in your soul and refuse to be plagued by the darkness. Recognize it for what it is. A dangerous patch of forest you
are exploring, a sheer perilous cliff you are scaling, a moment of grief in your existence to which you will not succumb, anotherObscuration of the
MIND you will not allow to frighten or weaken your resolve to succeed.

Then you can either get up and start your day, or just go peacefully to sleep.

Glad you could make it. Just for a minute forget all the grief and  dark stuff. I know about the tragedy. Greet  the New Year with a little glamour and a healthy touch of the unreal. The Moon’s in Pisces after all. So why not waltz into 2020 all dressed up looking your best, because, who knows?  With Jupiter so close to the Sun you could  win an award or something. For  bravery if nothing else.

So then, may I have the first dance?

1. First off, the Buddha would say,”don’t look back.”

under the circumstances, but with the SaturnPluto conjunction so close, more than ever now you need love and validation. People are a lot more vulnerable and fragile than they appear

Besides, with Chiron at the Aries point you are actually your own harshest critic and you don’t let up and give yourself a break.
It’s not a question of narcissistic validation, but whether it’s a huge family cheering you on, or your pet cricket sitting on your shoulder, just need a reminder that you are still needed in this world.
Good idea to give the same blessing to your next door neighbors. They probably could use one, too.




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